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greetings and salutations

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friends uh welcome this is uh my

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show journal for february uh first i

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want to thank everybody

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that signed up to become a new patreon

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member this month we had

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uh three or four uh new supporters sign

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up so thank you

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your generosity and support is truly

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appreciated

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so this month saw a lot of changes for

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the show

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and i hope most people will consider

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them changes for the better

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um we really stepped up our production

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game

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and that uh came in the form of

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some changes uh both to the show set

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and uh still not sure i like everything

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being this bright

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but i'm adjusting let's see

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we've also added production bumpers for

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different show

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segments better music

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really the show just continues to

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improve thanks to your

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kindness generosity and support every

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dollar

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that i get has been going back into the

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show

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patreon funds allowed me to purchase the

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lighting equipment to make these

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it gives our show a lot of new

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capabilities

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so i want to thank each and every one of

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you for chipping in a couple of bucks to

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also this month we finished some

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projects that i had in mind for a while

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like this comic disclosure

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the uh clown puppets i have

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begun a new uh episode of that

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but i think we're gonna keep those to

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five minutes because the joke sort of

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you know i think the last one was 11 or

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12 minutes a little too long

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a few people said and i hear you so

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we'll cut those

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which is really great for something to

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uh we also sort of debuted this uh two

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masks this month which was kind of fun

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younger like building

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masks and creature effects and things

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so i thought why not have some fun with

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and do something like that and uh

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yeah a lot of people uh and and yeah

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it's sort of comedy relief you know i

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spent so much my life looking into

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uh especially ufo and alien stories

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that after a while you really just have

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to lay effect

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you can't do anything else some of them

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are so ridiculous

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like this carry cassidy claiming that

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aliens want to [\h__\h] us need us

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okay so let's have an alien respond and

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say

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no we don't want to do that i thought it

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would be funny uh

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you know it's getting good feedback i i

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think it turned out pretty well

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and i have a few more in mind i'd like

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uh linda molten howe maybe steven greer

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i'm kind of struggling to figure out i

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masks or makeup to make that work

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um i've never tried to make myself

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for steven greer will be a little bit of

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a challenge right

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but i think it's doable right you just

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some pictures of him up

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right so that i get some

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inspiration on how to properly play

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dr stephen greer and we see

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greer is sort of making the rounds again

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third phase of moon so we know the

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uh the work that he's going to be doing

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entire channel

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is based on fake videos right and fake

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not very credible dr stephen greer but

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it is what it is

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um i've had a bunch of people ask me to

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cover this bob bigelow

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on joe rogan and i've listened to most

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of it and there's really not much there

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he screws up where he heard uh

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claiming bob lazar said something about

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a holographic book when that didn't come

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a grifter and con artists that tacked

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there's not much to cover there

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you know we have other rumblings like oh

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they're going to release

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a triangle ufo photo soon and it's going

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to change everything okay

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here we go again right and these people

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and then the release comes and there's

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there's no smoking gun evidence it's not

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world changing it's just a picture of a

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fuzzy ufo somewhere or a video

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of a fuzzy off in the distance light in

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um videos claiming there's no way that

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this is an aliens and you know what it

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around in the wind

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proof and evidence of

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ufos and aliens is so great that people

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set aside their critical thinking and

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ability and accept the garbage that the

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garbage

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sales people are out there spewing i'd

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like to think that we're a little more

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uh realistic and practical here and

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you know i'm fascinated by some of these

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things and want to

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investigate them but we have to be

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cautious and don't

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i can't stand all of these people that

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jump right to aliens good dude it could

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literally be a mylar balloon from the

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dollar store

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that you filmed okay doesn't mean it's

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aliens right could be drones

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uh all kinds of things that it could be

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so and and with uh

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with all these stories you know i've

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come to realize that i

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i really gotta pivot away from the ufo

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and alien stuff

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and so we're gonna be covering some

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different topics true crime uh

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mysterious disappearances of people

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um unsolved mysteries kind of stuff

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history's greatest mysteries like the

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the human z that we covered right the

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real story human head transplants

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may soon be medically and scientifically

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that's a creepy story and i've been

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another segment on human head

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than i originally thought you just got

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to dig a little deeper

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further back in in the history

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of this strange subject so

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i'm not hosting the show i'm researching

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and but you know of course i'm not

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complaining i'm just stating like

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there's no end to the work here right i

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though that's what keeps me engaged

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challenging to try to do

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but i think we spent this month sort of

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upping our production game um

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before the show looked sort of dark and

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gritty some people said unprofessional

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okay uh it wasn't professional

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that will certainly add to our

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production value but i've spent the

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the set working right

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this virtual set system uh which does

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you know it adds a lot of capabilities

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a space story we can have a space

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a haunted house story we can have a

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um just adds to what we're able to do

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but you know i did i do hear

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criticism when it's valid and people

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more like this right so i guess i'm

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that i'm trying to work out and i'd like

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behind me

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still going to try to work that out but

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otherwise i've done what i can

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as far as production and going forward

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next month's focus is going to be solely

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on

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finding and sharing and researching

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great stories

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i did a lot of thinking about this and i

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think that

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really whether somebody chooses at least

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for me

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you know i choose whether or not i'm

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going to tune into a podcast based on

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the stories that they're covering

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if i like the story i'm probably

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interested if the story sounds

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interesting

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or mysterious or

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compelling then i want to see it

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and i think it's easy to get lost in the

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woods here

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you know let's uh edit videos for a

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full-on month

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right hoping that helps the channel i

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think what would help the channel most

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is to return the focus back to uh

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finding researching and telling and

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sharing

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great stories on the show so

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there's my goal for next month um we

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have a story

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we have a interview with david halperin

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coming up about his book

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that's on the ufo topic um

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but most of the stories i think for next

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month are uh

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going to try to i'm going to try to

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focus on some other things

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i've been working on a story for quite

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some time about the sort of urban legend

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of black eyed children

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look it up it's a creepy story we'll be

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covering that on our dark side segment

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we're going to do

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an additional show about human head

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transplant because i found a lot more

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material

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and that rabbit hole gets crazier the

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more you dig into the actual

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literature that's out there and read

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about

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uh experiments that people have done or

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researched that

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some of these i hate to call them

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frankensteins dr frankensteins but

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you know some of these guys have really

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done

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crazy research into this human head

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transplant

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and we're going to cover that

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i'd also like to get just a few more if

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i could

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guests on this roswell revisited series

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and then we're gonna wrap that

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up um i'm hoping to get a few

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different uh sort of ghost hunters

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people that are into

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hunting ghosts and you know evps and

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some other things we're gonna

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bring more of that into the show and i'm

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in talks with at least

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two different psychics um

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who realize that i'm a little bit uh

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well more than a little bit skeptical

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but you know i'm sort of promising them

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like hey i'm going to have an open mind

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and i'm not going to be

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up in the interview or be nasty to you

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you know and my

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audience would appreciate a psychic

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coming on and sort of

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telling talking about their experiences

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and their

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psychic abilities um you know but i

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guess when we get into like can i test

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you

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that's when they sort of like aren't

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sure

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you know both of them were probably like

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95

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sure i'll do your show when my schedule

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allows and then i started talking about

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setting up some sort of tests to test

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their psychic abilities

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and i think that speaks a lot about

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their superpowers personally

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but you know look i'm trying to be nice

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and keep an open mind

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and get good guests and um and

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yeah and also not be so critical of some

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of these people and their experiences

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someday i'm still hopeful i'll find

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somebody with genuine psychic ability

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i've been interested in that my entire

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life and

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um you know everyone i found turned out

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to be a fraud

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in one form or another and looked into

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but

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i'm still hopeful that there's some out

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there and i think that there are some

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for sure

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that like read tarot cards and

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entertainment but also just somebody to

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listen to them

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right you pay a psychic you tell them

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about your problems they're going to

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listen to you

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and i'm just not so sure that what they

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give you back has anything to do with

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psychic ability

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uh you know but during this health

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crisis a lot of people are struggling

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a lot of people are concerned about the

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future so

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i've heard this from multiple people

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there has been an uptick

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in um demand for psychic

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services uh take from that way you will

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i think it's because of the health

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pandemic and the

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everybody being locked down and people

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concerned about their finances

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and their their future

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i mean it makes sense so we've got that

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going we're gonna if not those two i'm

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getting some psychics

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i've decided we're gonna get some

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psychics even if i have to softball a

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few

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you know hopefully i can get some that

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would

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agree to multiple appearances and i can

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softball them on the first interview and

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then go a little harder at them for

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proof or evidence of their superpower

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claims in the second interview

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um and we'll see what happens so majorly

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i guess

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the point of this journal is to sort of

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recount that i spent most of this month

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working on

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producing the show better you know i was

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reminded by a friend

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uh who i hadn't seen in some time

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he told me like something like i was

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always blown away by your ability to

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produce

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great shows and he was talking about

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magic shows

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uh but when i did that we always had

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great lighting we always had like

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cool lasers and stuff and the show

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looked great right

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i'm not sure i guess it was just a

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little unsure how to do this starting

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out coming from a radio show where

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nobody sees you to suddenly the

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the visual aspect of the show is

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incredibly important

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and maybe i missed that some people

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liked the dark set with the

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creepy lights right i did a lot of

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people did

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um so you know i'm not even sure that

463
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this is better it's different

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right but i was reminded by a friend

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that like i

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am when i stop and take the time to do

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it

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i have some good ideas i have an

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artistic eye

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and i make a show look good

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and i guess that's something that i had

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to stop so

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a great portion of this month where me

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stopping stop doing five shows a week

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and just work on producing this thing so

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it looks and sounds the very best you

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can get it

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i think that i pretty much hit the goals

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that i had for doing that

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and now we're on to you know getting

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back to focusing on just great shows

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great stories to share and

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i'd like to spend a little more time

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researching

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honestly i don't have time between the

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show and other things going on in my

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life

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i used to i would research a story for a

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full day

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eight hours right 12 hours and uh

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i guess the demands of the show

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especially when you're doing like five

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shows a week you don't you can't you

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just i just don't have the time to pour

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that much research in so i try to do

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what i can but i always feel better

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if i'm going to talk about a story and i

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have immersed myself

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in all the the research materials and

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the evidence of that story

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before talking about it right now

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stanton friedman face

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famously said be sure to have facts in

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hand before putting mouth and gear

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and i've been a little concerned like

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i'm not very i'm not

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incredibly familiar with this story

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maybe i shouldn't talk about it or

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comment on it right or offer commentary

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if i'm not fully informed so i guess

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they'll be i'm hopeful they're gonna be

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a return to

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a little more researched uh shows

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right and along with this comes the

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final realization that i don't think i

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want to do five shows a week

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i'd like to and if there is good

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material to do a show on that day i will

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and if there's not i won't now this

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becomes problematic because

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since i started the show everybody wants

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me to have a schedule so that they know

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exactly when i am going to do a show

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when they

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tune in live and that makes me feel

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great

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but it also makes me feel guilty because

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i have an incredibly hard time doing

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that

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i may say we'll do shows monday

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wednesday

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and friday at 10 pm eastern time i think

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we're going to try that next week

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we'll see how it goes um and then along

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with monday wednesday and friday those

536
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are the guaranteed shows

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there will be three shows a week monday

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wednesday and friday

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however if i have time

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and there is uh like a breaking story

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or i come across another good story and

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i'm sure that i can

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throw in an extra show without screwing

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up the scheduled monday wednesday friday

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shows then

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00:20:10,070 --> 00:20:07,440
i will do that you know this uh

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i can say this the numbers were better

548
00:20:12,950 --> 00:20:11,520
when i was doing five shows a week

549
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because obviously

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there's more material there for people

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to consume right

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00:20:20,549 --> 00:20:19,039
um but then sometimes i thought you're

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just doing a show to do a show

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it's not even a good or great show i'd

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prefer to focus on

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better shows and less shows

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so the plan i suppose if i if i really

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commit to one is going to be monday

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wednesday friday 10 p.m shows

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and then we'll probably throw in an

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extra here or there

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as time and material allows

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so i guess i've ran it enough

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i want to uh i want to thank each and

565
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every one of you once again for uh

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for contributing to the show you really

567
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do make the show possible

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00:21:00,149 --> 00:20:58,320
like literally everything that is

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00:21:02,390 --> 00:21:00,159
running the show came from patreon and

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paypal donators um

571
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and i gotta tell you with money so tight

572
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you know that really helps because i

573
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don't have to uh

574
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like ask my wife if i can you know use

575
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some of our family's money for some

576
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webcam or lights or equipment

577
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the show is supporting itself at least

578
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and it's in so far as software equipment

579
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whatever it is that we need

580
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to do the show and i can't thank all of

581
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you enough

582
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it really does matter to me and it makes

583
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me feel so good that people appreciate

584
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what i'm trying to do here

585
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so thank you for being one of those

586
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people that appreciate what i do

587
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the best is yet to come i i think we've

588
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improved

589
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things dramatically as far as production

590
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over this past month

591
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and it's only going to get better

592
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friends with your help i'll only get

593
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better

594
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i guess friends until next time i want

595
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to thank you

596
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immensely you have my extreme gratitude

597
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for all that you do to help the show

598
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it really does matter so until next time